thoughts

deja vu? or just lonliness again?

today was the first time in a while i just sat in my bedroom during the day, and i just got a sudden wave of deja vu i guess. id be lying if i said i didnt liek the feeling, but i just thought i should get it typed up before it completely goes away. something just hit hard about watching as the sky from out of my window turn from blue to black. i was listening to the watamote opening through my tv, and it just reminded me of when id come home from school and watch watamote. at im typing this, im watching a psa iceburg video on youtube, just as i used to watch creepy psas while sat alone in my room. the uneasy feeling these are giving me is just making the feeling even more present.